> 2009- 2010

Sex and the new way (V2) Do you know (I am sure you do) how the law commands you as long as you breathe? For the slave who has an owner is bound by law to its owner so long as he breathes. But if the owner dies, the slave is suspended from the law of the owner. So then if, while the owner breathes, the slave is owned by another, we call the slave a freelancer. But if the owner is dead, the slave is freed from law, so that the slave is not a freelancer, although he is owned by another. Can you see that the law is dead to you? You are owned by another, unknown to you, so that together you can bring forth a new way. For when we were slaves, the way set by law worked within our inner folds to bring forth the gift of death. But now we are suspended from the law, that which held us in a deadening, so that we shall serve a new pleasure, and not the old spirit. Is the law sex? Heavens no. But I had not known sex but by the law. For I had not known pleasure except the law had said I shall not please freelancely. But sex, in the throes of law, created in me all manners of lust. For without the law sex was dead. I was alive without law once. But when I became lawful, sex became sex, and I died. And the legislations, which led to more life, I found led to more death. For sex, in the throes of law, seduced me, and killed me. But the law is the whole, that which makes us wholly here. Justice is the common good. Is it, then, the good that brings death to me? God no. But sex brings death when it becomes a good. Sex by law becomes sexual by nature. We know today law is spirit. But I am flesh, bound by sex. I want but I will not allow. I would but I will not. Hate is the only symmetry. If then I do what I would not, in the common good, I enact the law. But then it is not I that do it, but the sex as sex in me. There are no goods in me. There is a will, but not the desire for law that makes goods. I do not know the good from the goods. Now sex is law when the good is present within us as goods. I do by law for good what is for goods. I find then that law, in good, is in death. Sex in life after law is the spirit of a new way: a profound lust. It is sex as reason against law making. Oh poor randy man that I am! Who will undeaden the stiff sex before the law in me? The flesh burns like embers. There is no light, only hot ashes from parts of old bodies. PC_MMIX		My baby's been through it all (ink on paper, 2009)